New Year Day in Goa

New Year Day in Goa

Hot, humid air hits hard against winterwear
As we exit the airconditioned aircraft.
Cool, crowded chaos, collecting cases.
And there’s music, stringy music.

‘Welcome,’ smiles the porter, the taxi driver,
We mutter, utter irrelevant instructions.
Distracted by wet armpits, incongruous winter boots.
And there’s music, static radio music.

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Ma Aamar Bangali

Ma Amar Bangali

I feel your presence as I start to drive,
Muttering your prayer fervently.
And now that I am fifty-five,
I too whisper unselfconsciously.
‘Dugga Dugga, please keep us alive,’
Because Ma, Ma Aamar Bangali.

Chiffon and pearls, and Chanel Five,
Your pashmina draped so casually,
You were his perfect military wife,
Duties performed elegantly.
But at home, only crisp cottons you wore,
Because Ma, Ma Aamar Bangali.

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Home

Home is where the Heart is, they say,
My heart beats well, deep within me.
So, my home is in my body, I guess.
It comforts, tends, and nourishes me.

My home is in my mind as well,
It makes sure I stay strong,
It helps me into any room, anywhere,
And feel like I belong.

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Say Cheese

‘What shall we have for breakfast then?’
I ask him as we wake.
‘A fat cheese omelette on its own
With strawberry milkshake.’

He rustles up lunch, while I work on Zoom,
Then sort the mid-day post.
I take a break, as I watch him make,
Some golden cheese-on-toast.

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The Neighbour

Another blistering domestic fight,
Her front door slams, and she takes flight.
In her pyjamas and slippers, into the night.
The sound of the row gives me a fright.
Do I go after her? Would that be right?

My own peace shattered, I put down my book,
And peer out of my window to take a look.
Then a crash! From next door, my own house shook.
I cower back in bed, my safe little nook.
But more loud noises, was what it took.

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